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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 8:32 pm
sighhhhhhhh listen, ♥  There's so many things I wanna say, but whatever. FUCK MY LIFE!
Thursday, November 25, 2010 11:09 pm
umiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii listen, ♥  Basket, UMI JUST CHEATED MY FEELINGS! Hmph, I WILL KILL YOUR HUSBAND! :P
11:27 am
life&death listen, ♥  It's just a fine line between life and death. I miss you and all the things we shared, but you're no longer there to take me by the hand. ):
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 11:16 am
change listen, ♥  It's sad how people change so quickly. What's worse is that you weren't there for that person, to show them some love and concern. I miss Tanglin, I miss Confi Camp, I miss all the beautiful things I had in life, I miss how strong I was before. I miss the smile on your faces. Most of all, I miss you Bestf. MARTHA!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 9:34 pm
awesomeee listen, ♥  Had fun with the girls. (: It's been a very long time since we last hang out and had fun like today. (: More plans coming up. (: I love these girls. :D Thank you for today Love and Dearie. ♥ xxx, MARTHA!
1:03 pm
funnnnn listen, ♥  Going to Love's house in awhile to have fun! :D *bounce bounce bounce* What more that I can get to see Dearie too! :D WHEEEEEEEEE! :D Cannot wait. :P Okay, need to find my jeans. (x xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, November 22, 2010 2:22 pm
motivation listen, ♥  it doesnt work this way you see. try finding another way out. there'll always be another way out. there are many means and ways to solve problems. never give up! persevere because no matter what, you'll get there somehow. by not getting results, it doesnt mean failure. it just means you've got to try harder! never give up on things that make you smile. for that may be your motivation towards your goal. keep going all the way. you'll be able to do it. all the way my friend, all the way. someday you'll eventually get there.
12:41 pm
stabbed listen, ♥  I MISS SEEING ALL THE PEOPLE THAT APPRECIATE ME FOR WHO I AM. Tanglin is where the heart would always be. MARTHA
12:35 pm
commitment listen, ♥  Every single thing I do, doesn't seem enough for you. Seriously, I'm pass caring and I'm too tired to. Maybe giving up isn't such a bad option after all. I need a break. I want to break free from this life that is suffocating me. And it's always my fault, always! MARTHA!
Sunday, November 21, 2010 12:48 pm
abuse listen, ♥  I cannot understand why people would abuse animals. Be it dogs, cats, rabbits, whatever. It's like screwed to abuse these furry cute stuff who are just trying to make their lives meaningful. Screw these people who think that abusing animals is fun, screwed up mindset, screwed up life. And the worse thing is to publish it online. Like wtf, do you have brains or not! This is so freaking annoying and I wanna kick these people in their groin. These people should be locked in a cage and put into the store room and never allowed to see the light ever in their lives! Gosh, this is damn annoying, I wanna scream at these people. Okay, enough ranting. So freaking annoyed. Lunch and then Biology. MARTHA!
Friday, November 19, 2010 11:15 pm
regret listen, ♥Sometimes, I wish I had the courage to end it all there and then. When you left, my world crumbled. And when I try to move on, I find myself rooted to the ground. If only it went deeper, if only things weren't so bad, if only I could make things right, if only ... I miss you Bestf. ):
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 6:44 pm
bounce listen, ♥  As we go on, we remember. Humans are especially unpredictable and looking back at where you were before and what you've become, I feel sorry. Not only for you because you haven't realized how much shit you've gotten yourself into but also you parents who has worked so hard and slogged half their life, to make you happy and give you all that you want. But what did they get at the end of the day? A rebellious, sluttish daughter who cannot respect and be decent enough in public. And that's a shame, especially for someone whose parents are climbing the corporate ladder every now and then. SIGH. I don't remember you being a bad student in secondary school although you slowly evolved from a complete innocent kid to some idiotic bitch and then a slut and before you know it, you'll become a whore. Gosh, see how time passes by and things change? And I wonder why I'm holding on to so much memories in Tanglin when it's in there that I learnt and realize how pain actually felt like. HAHA, joke. No doubt people change. Friends, seniors, juniors, they all change but whether it's for the best or worse, I believe it's for individuals to decide. No doubt this is your god damn life, but you do know that stuff that are posted on the internet is put under the scrutiny of like a thousand, million people worldwide right? Everyone has access to Facebook and they can snoop your profile every now and then and seriously, I wish I didn't even visit your page. I thought it would be nice to know how you've been doing but I guess I was wrong and because of that, I've lost the little respect that I have for you. My palm's being a complete bitch, I feel like dying. Shall sleep early tonight, meeting the Trackers tomorrow! :D High time for a catch up! :D Right here waiting. MARTHA!
Saturday, November 13, 2010 9:49 pm
dumbzxzxzx listen, ♥  I thought Singapore's education system is stressful enough and can keep typical teenagers like me at home or elsewhere studying. But the recent stabbing case that surfaced recently is like -.- Seriously, if you have so much time on hand, take out a freaking book to read. Hate how much time these people have when I have to sacrifice my sleep every night just so that I can complete the syllabus with a little more understanding of the topic. MARTHA!
10:04 am
flop listen, ♥  When you say nothing at all. So, I'm done with Biology Paper 2 and am left with Oral Presentation on Monday and Paper 1 in December. BOOOO, my life sucks. ): But whatever. Biology Paper 2 was a complete flop, totally killed my ego. /: Oh well, now I'll have a mini break (:D) before studying for Paper 1. This is super LOSER, but I must score to push my marks up. -.- Project Work meeting was AWESOMEZXZXZX. :D Okay, as usual, we were bitchy. HAAHHAAHHA! But it was hilarious! (x Especially Huiting and Giselle! :D That's the good thing about having a girl's team. :D Out with the Parents yesterday, after the meeting and I enjoyed myself. Been such a long time since I went out with them. (: Okay, I wanna steal food nao. Velly hungreh. /: *Hidayah's way* TOMORROW! :D There's a time, in your life - when the odds are all against you. MARTHA!
Monday, November 08, 2010 10:02 pm
praying listen, ♥  Faith. Trust in the Lord. I'll do my best, I'll make it somehow. I'm really tired, hate how much of a hardcore mugger I am. Tomorrow would be HARD CORE MUGGING TILL THE WEE HOURS. I need sleep, I need hope, I need inspiration, I need encouragement. It's gonna be over soon, Paper 2 at least. Then Oral Presentation and finally, Paper 1 in December. ): Sigh, it's gonna take forever. Praying for the best, yet hoping for the worse. Need to study and keep pushing on! I will survive, I will make it! MARTHA!
Sunday, November 07, 2010 11:25 pm
perish listen, ♥  What more am I suppose to expect? It's the same old shit, playing on fucking repeat. Fuck my life.
11:23 pm
FUCKKKKKKKKKK listen, ♥FUCK. _|_
9:34 pm
nvfsdvbhgovosnv listen, ♥  Cause now I know that you'll a liar. This world is such a cold place to live in. It's like, everyone is a walking zombie. You really don't know who is sincere and real and who's not. You don't know what you want and need in life because at many points in time, you feel as though you've made a bad mistake but there's no undo button in life unlike what we see on the computer. And that scares me, really. Maybe I'm only seeing things in the negative light and not positive. But it scares me to know that such people exist. What scares me most is that, their so within reach. Biology on Wednesday, my stomach is churning. /: I&R is so brain draining cause I'm suppose to condemn my efforts after putting so much emphasis and focus on it? This really doesn't make sense but whatever. -.- I want a break. I need a break. ): Okay, back to work. /: Whatever it takes. MARTHA!
4:57 pm
memories listen, ♥Honestly, I've never missed Kellock as much as I do now. ): Truth is, I hardly ever missed Kellock when I was in Tanglin. I miss Bestie and the whole group of them. ): I miss bring in a girl's school all over again. Bestie! I miss spending time with you at Macs, hahahah! And Maya! ): MARTHA!
Wednesday, November 03, 2010 9:11 pm
IJspirit listen, ♥  IJ SPIRIT IJ Spirit burning bright Fill this world with love and light Light that shines for all to see Love that sets our spirits free IJ friendships through the years Born of simple joys and tears Something tells us deep inside IJ friends are friends for life Refrain: Hold on to our dream of peace, don’t stop believing Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing Our voices raised to the Lord our God above Hold on to our dream IJ Spirit burning bright Fill our hearts with love and light Light to see ourselves anew Love begins with me and you IJ voices ringing true Reaching out and breaking through Every heart will hear our call Share our dream of peace for all Final Refrain: Hold on to our dream of peace, don’t stop believing Our hearts and hands ever seeking, ever serving Hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing Our voices raised to the Lord our God above Hold on to our dream Hold fast to the IJ Dream Hold on our dream!
7:20 pm
snap listen, ♥  I made the biggest mistake in my life. To snap at you when you're not in the best of health and when exam's drawing near. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Please know that I've never meant to hurt you. MARTHA!
1:07 am
founder'sday listen, ♥  Hymn to Father Barre De vos enfants exaucez la priere Veillez sur nous O Saint Pere Barre Choisissez-vous un essaim d’ouviere Par le seigneur a votre attiree Dans l’institut conservez d’age en age Un zele ardent, l’humilite, la foi Le pur amour, la force et le courage Pour obsever a jamais votre loi O hear our prayer, most holy Father Barre We are your children, watch o’er us we pray Touch many hearts to follow in your footsteps To delicate their lives to youth and poor Drawn by the Lord to make Christ known and loved Fill us with zeal, humility and faith Pure love and strength and courage without fear To keep your spirit alive in our hearts
12:00 am
kellock listen, ♥  C.H.I.J KELLOCK pupils are we Steadfast together here we stand, Youthful though we be, we realize, Our duty to our Motherland Little Citizens we strive and hope to bring – Peace Unity Progress And Prosperity May God bless and guide us, As our best is yet to be.
Monday, November 01, 2010 5:15 pm
disappointed listen, ♥  When life pulls the trigger. Today's one of the days where you feel that life's not worth the living cause nothing is going on right. Sigh, Chinese was a major flop. I'm praying for the best, yet hoping for the worse. It's like getting the damn promotional status all over again. Just that this time, it's gonna be a longer wait. /: Project Work's another disappointing shit. After memorizing everything, I went blank as soon as I took the floor. /: Sigh, such a disappointment. I wish I did better cause it seems as though I've wasted my time, trying to memorizing everything only to forget bits and pieces here and there. Sigh. /: I hate Oral Presentation. I hate having to present in front of the class. I hate having stupid idiotic people making dumb comments when they don't know what's going on. These kind of people should shut their freaking traps and DIE DIE DIE! Ah, whatever. Hate the class for fucking much, I wanna get out of the damn school as soon as I can. Screw the damn teachers in the school. Screw everything! B, thanks for trying to make me feel better. I know you're upset that I'm not saying much but ... Just let me be for awhile. I need some time on my own and don't worry, I'll be fine. Love you. (: Love, thank you for prompting me to smile time after time during the presentation. (: And for reassuring me that things are fine. I won't hesitate no more. MARTHA!
4:15 pm
whore listen, ♥  Some people should learn how to shut the fuck up when it doesn't concern them. Being too much of a busybody or being too inquisitive gets you no where whore. Get this right, get it straight. Fucking whore, you should just stay at the level you are. MARTHA! |
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